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About Me Member One who left DA and came back! Aileen16/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Months
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14: WasteInvested relationships that end badly are a waste. If anything, they should end well.  
Because not only will a significant other be lost, but a best friend, a mentor, a confidant(e) is lost too.   
And then, the one who got burned will only waste time, thoughts, parts of their very being wondering Why?.  
 
What did I do?   
What did you do, indeed. But what didn't you do is the better question. 14: Waste
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09: Sunrise"A small part of me wants to get up in the morning and break up with you."   
And a part of me died with every word he said. All I could do was cry quietly as I lied there in the crook of his arm. We were under a blanket of still air and misery.  
 
That night, in the wake of tragedy, he bared it all. He took my worst fears and made them real.  
 
His truths crushed me.  His tears shattered my will.  His misery broke me.   
I didn't want to tell him "I told you so." I didn't want to be bitter.  Everything he told me, I told him would happen months ago.  
 
He took all his though 09: Sunrise
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19: AddictionGOTTAGOTTAGOTTAGOTTAGOTTA  have it now.   
Can't stand another moment without it  OHBBYBBYBBYBBY  please!   
I  need it  thirst for it  hunger for it  can't live without it.   
It's all I think about.  It's all I want.   
NEED IT. NEED IT. NEED IT NOW.   
oh jesus, WITHDRAWAL.   
{fetal position}  IT HURT.HURT.HURTS. 19: Addiction
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The end is near, I can tell.

Sun Nov 1, 2009, 7:57 AM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Come What May; Moulin Rouge ST
  • Reading: The Lost Symbol; Dan Brown
  • Watching: Australia
It feels like I'm holding onto something that's not even there anymore.
There were wonderful, amazing moments earlier in the summer, and now, we're on the fast track and ready to crash and burn. And I think it's my fault. I don't want to go back, it'll only feel like I'm covering things up; I'd rather go forward than stay in these doldrums. But going forward means losing this huge part of me I'm not ready to let go of just yet.

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Je m'appelle Aileen et j'ai seize ans!
I like to read
take long walks on the beach
and the color blueee.

And I'm a white-washed Asian who uses the Asian stereotypes for comedic relief (:

Any questions, just askkkk.

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  • Current Residence: This little place called Earth. You may have heard of it.
  • Interests: Sleeping. Photography. And I suppose writing down some brain vomit.
  • Favourite movie: A Walk in the Clouds. Just Like Heaven. Life is Beautiful. the Love Saga. No really.
  • Favourite genre of music: Most genres. I'm quite open-minded.
  • Favourite style of art: If it looks good, I won't complain :)
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod CLASSIC.
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy X, Final Fantasy XII
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Personal Quote: Quite.

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=artsangel Jul 8, 2009, 7:26:47 PM
Thanks for watching my gallery! :heart:

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...wait, did I just type that out loud?
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~macabreFixation Jul 9, 2009, 5:26:39 PM
You're welcome (:

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Mood: Delighted ~muhweeah May 11, 2009, 7:55:31 PM
thanks for the fav!
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~macabreFixation May 11, 2009, 8:47:19 PM
You're welcome (: It's very lovely, especially with the two-colored tulip.

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~minkersandcow Apr 15, 2009, 9:19:10 PM
hiiiiiii!!!! :)

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~macabreFixation Apr 15, 2009, 9:30:13 PM
How are you this cold night?

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~minkersandcow Apr 16, 2009, 6:32:34 PM
epically stressed out.

:) but otherwise, good haha

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~macabreFixation Apr 16, 2009, 6:46:00 PM
what are you stressing on?

Well, that's good that everything else is good =)

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*Tiuni Apr 12, 2009, 10:07:09 AM
Thank you for the watch! :D

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~macabreFixation Apr 12, 2009, 10:09:34 AM
You're welcome! :D You have wonderful art that I'm secretly jealous of :o

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